Gay Pride This Weekend

Hey guys,

Its been a while since I have worte in here. Not much is happing in my life except for lots of partying with CL and ZT hehe. This weekend is Gay pride weekend. Which will be my fist pride. I am going to dragon on friday, Colossus on Saturday and I hope the prade on Sunday. So much partying.

Well right now I have been seeing this Shandong guy he is really nice but a freak in the bed haha. He is 6'1, 24, and hes very smart. The funny thing is that hes not in the gay world at all like I am. I ask him you dont go clubbing and you dont have gay friends, so, why you date me. He said its ok. He says hes str8 guy and that im cute and like a girl. Why does everyone say that. I act like a typical asian guy from asia. But my mentality is like a girl. I want to be there for my man.

However I wasnt really there for him on the weekend last week or this week. He was like you spend time with your friends more than me. But I had all this plan out like amonth ago. Last weekend I went river rafting near Cash Creek, it was nice. So I couldnt hangout with him. I was like I am sorry but I already promise my friends. The sad thing is a treat my friends better than my bfs. Plus I dont want to get to close to this guy. Just in case hes one of those looser who just want sex. I am not going to deal with any more gay bullshit. So taking my time and not getting a lot of emotion invloved.